somethign crackles in the air
dark inside teh world beware
somethign wrong inside your head
that turned to anger hatred instead
i cant expalin teh anger pain
or why i had to cause you shame
you did not see or understand
how it was you were at risk
as i struggled to control
feelings that were not bliss
what arose from deep within
was not what i could see
or how i failed to understand
this was not meant to be